shocked

i never imagine how can we be like this
no relationship but..........
it's like hanging on maybe, i guess

you may call me stupid cause i agree with hanging on relationship
i know, no one girl wants that

i feel so WOW when he said
"just wait ya I'll be there"
when i read that it's like wind invite me to fly together

i think "just wait ya I'll be there" is seems like.....
"I'll keep my heart for you, and you'll do the same till i meet you and we talk"

after that, i sing a happy songs, smiling, no cry
how's wonderful my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but...............

the next day he disappear, maybe he feels different with our hanging on relationship
i don't think that as a problem, no matter what!
we just need more time

at the middle of the night
i opened his contact
i don't know why i do that, i just wanted that

then.........................

i see his status
"MI"
what...............the..............................f*ck!!!!!!!!!!!!
who's that MI?
his girl?
hahahahahahahhahahhahahahahaha

thank to him, he makes me wake up
now i know what should i do
i will stop all this shit
forget him
and END CHAT his sweet chat......

goodbye:)